I tell myself lies sometimes Yeah I say he and I are gonna be alright But he don't know me He thinks I'm happy here And that this big old dark cloud gonna disappear If he just holds me He feels the distance grow between us I just can't wait to slip away Every night I know where I can find you I just close my eyes and I'm right there beside you Every time I reach out and touch you You're gone with the morning Gone with the morning sun I wake up from all these dreams I swear they seem so real to me And it just kills me Oh to realize This life that I'm living Is nothing like the one I could've had I just miss you so bad Every night I know where I can find you I just close my eyes and I'm right there beside you Every time I reach out and touch you You're gone with the morning Gone with the morning sun Yeah you're the only one Every night I know where I can find you I just close my eyes and I'm right there beside you Every time I reach out and touch you You're gone with the morning Gone with the morning sun You're the only one