Been up all night tryin' so hard to kill the time it seems the clock is running slow I can't deny the tought already crossed my mind to write my final goodbye note try to watch the news without the sounds light a cigarette so now there's nothing going on in the world There's nothing on my radio so bye bye world there's nothing on my radio I'm all alone light my fuse I'm dynamite maybe I won't maybe I will and if I don't I remember how I tried feels like I'm paying without a bill sink another drink to forget, have another smoke thinkin' my life is a mess, what a joke Up, down, all around voices in my head, I'm braking down I can't take it any longer black, white can't decide, need someone around to hold me tight I think the feeling's getting stronger Love, hate, can't think straight it may be better if I wait I guess that I'm afraid to go life, death what is best if this life, I'm not impressed maybe I'll have to take it slow