I am afraid of sleep From depth of heavy heart to my heavy feet A voice of smoke from a worn throat Enters a twenty four windowed house And it's not me She's fast asleep Unaware of what's to happen underneath her feet I'm waiting for the morning light To shine through her transparent eyes I know I just don't know how When she discovers what he did with us She will walk from her throne Destroying a home And come running back to me I'm not sure if I can stay If my heart has found a place to lie down She's so far away Still praying She brings herself back to stay I'll bring her heaven If I'm stuck in hell It's a story I cannot bear to tell You gotta leave things As things will be Even if it's killing me From depth of heart to my heavy feet A denied transparent deed Slipped beneath What you've achieved