So I can fall asleep But it's all I've come to know Push me and you shoved like you always do But nothing's ever the same But how can I explain the damage you have done When all that's left is pain So I tried to stay awake And so I would try to stay awake And so I learned... Waiting in my room I'm lying on the bed 'cause outside is just too cold I turn the radio loud So I could fall asleep But it's all I've come to know So I tried it all for you I f**king tried your way And I don't like what I see 'cause I've been put to the test And faced all the rest And useless is all I'll be So I tried your way And don't like what I see And now I'm bored... Waiting in my room I'm lying on the floor 'cause outside I just don't know I turn the radio loud So I can hear me think But it's all I've come to know So I tried to stay awake And so I would try to stay awake And so I learned... I f**king tried your way And I don't like what I see I've been put to the test And faced all the rest And useless is all I'll be So I tried your way And don't like what I see And now I'm bored... (So I burn a part of me that slowly fades to you, but how can I plainly see what slowly fades to me)