And it's my fault My fault that I waited My fault I was faded when I knew you I let you sink, I let you curve I let you slip with unsaid words I watched the spark that you had for me die right in front of me I take small steps to get my best and forget Who you are, kid Here's to hoping that I can live with myself Here's to hoping that Here's to knowing that I'm still right here So I'll keep my head straight And wander through life Hoping you saved a place for me And maybe you'll go there To ponder sometimes On the nights we came so damn close I bet you won't, I bet you won't I'm still right here Here's to hoping that I can live with myself Here's to hoping that Here's to knowing that I'm still right here Without you