happy. (feat. 釈迦坊主)

歌詞

wake up every morning wish the day would end long nights got me overthinking everything I’m getting used the pain I start to feel numb tell me what I gotta do to feel alright mama told me that it’s alright but it’s not so I drank oh no I don’t understand what you’re saying till I’m sober will you say it again when it’s over I’ve been trying to search for angels fighting demons I think I’ve found happiness in self destruction living hell depressed oh f*** I’m overthinking I’m too scared to show no I don’t wanna spill my weakness anxiety got me relying on these happy pills I hate to admit but I don’t think I can quit my addiction I’m so happy oh what a wonderful life I’m so happy oh what a wonderful life these nights I’m lost in my head I don’t know when to get out she might be f***ing someone else while I’m alone in my bed hallelujah Jesus save us hands together I’m on my knees again praying hoping that you’ll be there when I come down I can’t f***ing take this will you chase me when I run out? living hell depressed oh f*** I’m overthinking I’m too scared to show no I don’t wanna spill my weakness anxiety got me relying on these happy pills I hate to admit but I don’t think I can quit my addiction I’m so happy oh what a wonderful life I’m so happy oh what a wonderful life 悲しくなんかないんだ いつだって俺はhighだ パパは俺よりdrugを愛してる ママ泣いてる パパはいつも 泣いてるママを殴ってる 泣いてる 地元なんかいらないから 何処かへ逃げようよ 何処かへ逃げようよ 東京 二人暮らそうよ 幸せに暮らそうよ 気付いたら俺は業の最中にいた お父さんが好きだった アレがもっと欲しい ごめんママ もう living hell depressed oh f*** I’m overthinking I’m too scared to show no I don’t wanna spill my weakness anxiety got me relying on these happy pills I hate to admit but I don’t think I can quit my addiction depressed oh f*** I’m overthinking I’m too scared to show no I don’t wanna spill my weakness anxiety got me relying on these happy pills I hate to admit but I don’t think I can quit my addiction I’m so happy (my addiction) oh what a wonderful life oh what a wonderful life