A small part of me is saying I still have a chance The rest of me is laughing at the first part For being so naive I don't know what to do but I wanna tell you something... I wanna tell you something I'm a fuck up now I don't know what I'm doing I let my guard down once My whole life is ruined I try to give it up I try to think it through I saw you just last night Couldn't even talk to you If I could treat you like shit then you'd love me forever At least I'm working now This is my second day I hate it so much here I do it anyway It doesn't help at all What you've done to me I'm going crazy I think about you constantly If I could treat you like shit then you'd love me forever.