I wasted another week The air and water in this room is murky and corrupts me from the inside out Lying on the floor, repeating endless thoughts "How can I live without hurting others?" Looking back now, thinking about my 24 years I've only wished myself and the others well I never knew this would be so hard We live selfishly We live selfishly! This world does not exist for me All my choices have no effect on anything I can't bear this lightness of being I still don't know what to life for I am waiting for the world to collapse Why am I always sad? Why did you shed tears then? Why do we forget important things? Why should we hate each other? The collapse has already begun, as I myself scar my arms The collapse has already begun, as has the gradual loss of teeth