I had a dream last night It was winter chill day Standing in front of my grave suburban graveyard As time went on my friends had the same look I still want to be myself I can't control my life anymore, but I can decide where to die. I just want to live break my ruler I just want to live which drug you choose? I just want to live accept my darkness I just want to live can you feel pain? I had a dream last night It was winter chill day Standing in front of my grave suburban graveyard As time went on my friends had the same look I still want to be myself I can't control my life anymore, but I can decide where to die. I just want to live break my ruler I just want to live which drug you choose? I just want to live accept my darkness I just want to live can you feel pain? I just want to live break my ruler I just want to live which drug you choose? I just want to live accept my darkness I just want to live can you feel pain?