All In My Head (feat. Royce Da 5'9" and Kobe) feat. Royce da 5'9",Kobe

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Maybe it started with Slaughterhouse, or was it tour life? Maybe it wouldn't had started at all if I had your life Maybe it was needed or was I thinking immorally If I wasn't myself could I say I gave the fans All of Me? Can't decide if I'm more ashamed of what they saw of me Than I am of ignoring all the lessons that was taught to me Headed up field but couldn't dodge the last tackler How could a forward thinker move so ass backwards? How could a dude with no regrets at all, willing to bet it all Not realize that quicker demise, how could I neglect it all? I'm so seasonal, some of y'all knew I'd spring back With a heart this cold, how'd y'all think I'd be receptive to fall I'm plenty comfortable when danger's around And even more so when strangers around And the bigger picture is sicker, don't know my triggers or know the alarm it forces Don't know a nigga, don't know my bouts with drugs and liquor or the harm it causes Life or death? I tried to lynch myself Thought I could keep it all a secret, I convinced myself But really, the folk that loved me, they could tell I was locin' I couldn't see him, cry me a river cause it fell in the ocean Numb to my words now, maybe felt I was open I cut so many people loose, do I need help with devotion? That's just some of the things I ask my Lord and Savior And when He calls for me, will He have done us all a favor? How did I make it here? Who are y'all? I feel so lost Now I'm not seeing it clear Is it my fault? It's all in my head I'm looking around like this can't be happening Round of applause for the angry rappers Lord, my girl cried me a flood than me a river That's love, depending on me when I'm a dependent on liquor I'm up in the shoe store, she got no love to show You ever look at a bitch you was fucking behind your bitch back Like fuck I was fucking you for? I'm an artist so I'm intelligent I would tell you to do some soul searching But it's hanging up in my closet with your skeleton It's gotta be a God's work, even a diamond gotta be polished first A quarter's on the loose and I ain't been out here getting my dollars' worth I had to remove the goggles first To see through the sipping Patrón and fifty phoners for I need to go get me a kidney donor Guru, Nate Dogg, go ahead blink a eye The doctor told me you close, go 'head drink and die Buried under the stone where the Patrón fifth sits by That reads "Here lies somebody who never wanted to be this guy" How did I make it here? Who are y'all? I feel so lost Now I'm not seeing it clear Is it my fault? (It go) It's all in my head (look) They say knowledge is power, great 'cause every day I learn As of late been having revelations bout this hate term Hate the way they judged me, till I got the case adjourned Hated the belly of the beast till I became its tapeworm When I said I'd stop getting high, tried to say it stern Though I'm the type to walk through the fire to check the way it burn They say my brain is off, I say how can it be? If I'm out my mind, how can I be in-sanity? The people used to say that I was scared of progress They don't know how hard a nigga tried to advance But I don't know who's more to blame, is it them for really not knowing me Or is it me for never really giving them a chance? Get too close, be too big of a threat Now I spend little to no time, thinking why I ain't get rid of you yet Gotta recognize my maturity, gotta see I'm grown Let all my skeletons out the closet, just so I'd never be alone Since I got trust issues I won't discuss with you Besides God tell me who the fuck's supposed to save you Pop won't have a man to man, was gone half my life so Somewhere in his head probably feel it ain't his place to Plus more people will see me soon, I mean I'll be on national TV soon So when I ask if people I have around are a cancer for me That's four million more that might be able to answer for me, Joey How did I make it here? Who are y'all? I feel so lost Now I'm not seeing it clear Is it my fault? It's all in my head