Beg for something common, beg for blood left in your veins You're asking him for oxygen but breathing just the same It's useless now in painless art to paint for someone blind Because december won't stop staring and relieve me of my unopened eyes Touched and i'm barely breathing Open this cut is unrelenting Flesh i am just a body Porous but unwilling These gloves are unprotecting of the blue and bitter type With fingers clinging to the signs leads to the other side Eyelides shielding images regretting to exist But always asking the same question "why are we reduced to this?" Patched and still upopened lays my severed bleeding hand And if infected right the birds will take it bitten at the strands God, why's this construction of our body simply bones? And there's nothing left to keep me here from dying in the cold Focused on the rain they used in the hole under your skin Afraid to think what else they could have used to fill you in Do you exist? Do you exist now? Please let me know if you exist Cause i'm not sure if you exist