small

歌詞

I've been holding my stomach in for so long Don't even notice I'm doing it anymore I work out hard, seven days a week But I don't feel any differently I wonder if I'll ever change I don't think I can live this way I wake up hating my body Scared that there's nothing that'll make it better If I'm not happy and skinny, quiet and pretty Do I even matter? Hate being hungry when I go to sleep Biting my tongue so much it's gonna bleed I'm killing myself, but I don't think it's helping at all Trying to be small Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh Walk over me, and I take it so politely 'Cause I still care what they think and if they like me I used to smile and show my teeth Now I don't smile at anything I wonder if I'll ever change I don't wanna be this way I wake up hating my body Scared that there's nothing that'll make it better If I'm not happy and skinny, quiet and pretty Do I even matter? Hate being hungry when I go to sleep Biting my tongue so much it's gonna bleed I'm killing myself, but I don't think it's helping at all Trying to be Everything that makes me sad A therapist, a punching bag Wish I could eat and not feel bad Swear I'm gonna scream No one's ever listening And they don't care, it's killing me As long as I can fucking sing Then life is a dream But I wake up hating my body Scared that there's nothing that'll make it better If I'm not happy and skinny, quiet and pretty Do I even matter? Hate being hungry when I go to sleep Biting my tongue so my cheek's gonna bleed I'm killing myself, but I don't think it's helping at all I'm killing myself, and I don't think it's healthy at all Trying to be small