I know I said I'm not worth saving I know you tried before I always knew you grew to hate The parts of me I hated more Just put me up, stick me back together Rearrange the pieces, build me up to tear me down (You look at me like a stranger) You look at me like a stranger You look at me like a long lost son Oh dearest mother, you gave me my name I asked for nothing, you asked for me to change With imperfection, we're already stained And when it's all over, we'll never be the same I feel their hands around my neck Contorting, moulding all the thoughts in my head I'm not a man you can mend But rest assured, you'll see me break before I bend What does it matter in the end? Build me up to tear me down You look at me like a stranger I'm only trying to be someone Oh Holy Father, I'm calling Your name I don't deserve this, You don't deserve me to change This self-indulgence, this sick, selfish game Serves a constant reminder; we'll never be the same Oh fallen brother, you swore that you'd stay I guess it's over, I guess that's the price we pay And in the darkness, I still hear you say "If we ever survive this, we'll never be the same" We'll never be the same