The Remorse

歌詞

Yeah, yeah, look Me and Lil Sandra bagging CDs in the bubble wrap People recognize me from the TV but I'm done with that People don't want to see me succeed this shit come with that Even when I come back I don't know if it's me that's gonna be coming back Soon as I left I had to make peace with that Dropped out of school cause nobody was teaching that The best Western is where a nigga was sleeping at Daemen College booking me to pull up and speak the facts Even if they make a movie bout' us this shit'll be hard to reenact Dislocated shoulder it's hard to be always reaching back All these "I owe yous" it's hard for me to be keeping track Friends who've dedicated their life to just keeping me in tact Hard to pay 40 pay Noel pay Niko back All the nights I needed to vent to someone at 0'5 set All the nights Chubbs was pulling up where I need him at All the times Mark was making sure that my luggage packed and times he had to double back I mean even with a salary you can't put no prices on that there is no salary cap there is no paying em back, for real I wonder what it could've been if I had snakes in the mix Actually I never want to know because we made it like this Shots got to fly either way now make it or miss Overtime I was all good we take it in shifts What would you do if it wasn't this that's a hard one The finish line is where I like to pull up and start from Pain is just a place that I go and get the bars from Anxiety's a drug that I use to get the job done Delusional is a space I like to think that I'm far from My son is the one thing I hate to be apart from Bet against me don't know where they're getting the odds from I know that when it's done I'm going wherever God's from But I still don't know where I get the calm from Yeah Yeah, look Got to hold my head high with two dry eyes I told you everything is fine dog but I lied I be trying to draw the line but it's a fine line And I'm drowning out the noise from the sideline Sometimes it's louder than the voice I got in my mind I can't even hear myself when I get quiet time Like how they telling me I'm done when I'm in my prime They've been trying to push the narrative since 09' And they've even had my ass convinced a couple times But that ain't even the half I've had tougher times Only look for sympathy inside my mothers eyes And it's whatever with them niggas on the other side We got problems we could never really put aside I cracked the door for us all put my foot inside I tried to kill them boys with kindness but they wouldn't die So now I Kill 'Em All for acting like they couldn't die, yeah My hard work doesn't just pay off it pays all the family debts off I'm taking heads off Future out here like Irving Azoff House is paid off label paid off my soul for the money wasn't the trade off Unlike most of you boys that fade off I feel guilty taking some days off Please don't Google my net worth the numbers are way off I mean if you comparing it to what I really made off with I'm more like Bernie with all the earnings that they came off Trust me it was nothing light homes They tried to give me a slice of the pie and I took the knife home I know you love me can't picture being a hubby fingers too stubby to fit a ring on unless Kawhi want to run it back Other than that the strings will be unattached Certified Lover Boy I'm not the one for cuddling or none of that y'all music is watered down will you love em back And you know what I'm on blowing past you, owning masters Said you're like a father figure to me but now daddy's not around so I'm a bastard Oh of course, the only villain that show remorse when I owe you more Soft spot for all of the ones that came before I can't ignore it I'm always trying to rekindle from the bottom to the top man what's it like in the middle From the lemon faced radio host that love to be bitter To my dogs in the game who wasn't pickett or litter For the youngest out here starting from the beginning Nobody praying for you when you winning don't forget it Woah, woah, woah-woah Woah, woah Woah, woah-woah, woah Woah, woah, ah Said it's hard when it starts to fade away Said it's hard when it starts to fade away Yeah (Ooh, yeah) Said it's hard when it starts to fade away Hard when it starts to fade away It's hard when the memories start to fade away Said its hard when the memories start to fade away (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) (Ooh, ooh) So beautiful Yeah, yeah, yeah