Self-Hatred That's the illness suffers me Self-Hatred The devil still won't let me go I told you before The thing I hate the most That's “ME” Tell me how to overcome Doctor? Teacher? Friends? I don't want to talk about it See? As soon as I start talking you ignore too It's too late I would rather die I'm tired of this kind of words It's too late “I don't even want to sing anymore” I was almost over Almost died many times But I'm barely alive So I decided to be a different person Not sure it's right That made me want to see myself in the past I just wanted relief I'm that kind of a guy Will I make it? I can see you Tell me who you are Tell me your fucking name You took my heart and don't let go But for what reason, it isn't painful It isn't painful Each time I become unable to know who I am, what I want to do Maybe I don't have to be strong If I don’t forget myself I decided to be a different person Not sure it's right That made me want to see myself in the past I just wanted relief I'm that kind of a guy Will I make it? I can see you Scratched my heart and all I got was loneliness The old me is disappearing This is my worth This is my worth I'm myself Don't forget Come back here again before it fades away What do you want from me ? You asked me someday I knew the answer long ago I just wanted relief I'm that kind of a guy I decided to be a different person Not sure it's right That made me want to see myself in the past Will I make it? I can see you Self-Hatred Today I met who I used to be yesterday Hated him unconsciously Everyday Little by little I decided to be a different person Not sure it's right That made me want to see myself in the past I just wanted relief I'm that kind of a guy Will I make it? I can see you I can see you