Puccini: Suor Angelica - Sorelle in umiltà, mancaste alla quindena

歌詞

I drink for effect Thats okay cos my life is wrecked I drug everyday To keep from screaming cos im slipping away Im freaking out because im under duress I cant keep up with all the anger and stress I feel like opening up one of my veins If i cant keep from pouring me down the drain I drink to extremes Thats okay cos its one of my dreams I drug cos i dare To close my eyes to this selfmade nightmare It keeps on slipping down over my ears I cant compete with all the pain and the tears Cant find a niche within my society So i find rage my only true property Im losing my life Its no wonder im going under the knife Im feeling absurd Or something for lack of a better word Maybe ill end it all or maybe i wont Depends upon whether i stop or i dont Ive already done institutions and jail And death awaits me at the end of this trail