I was 16 years old When the sadness took hold And it never went again I still feel it sometimes When the weather's unkind That my lover's lips are thin But then I'd get out, tell myself the white lie That my faith would make everything alright That I'd walk on water like when I was younger I'm a failure, I'm a disaster And I don't want to be anything else I'm a loner, I'm a loser And I don't want to be anything else ? around me ? It comes in waves again Yeah, I do what I'm told Let the future unfold As I'm thrown down the rabbit hole But then I'd get out, tell myself the white lie That my faith would make everything alright That I'd walk on water like when I was younger I'm a failure, I'm a disaster And I don't want to be anything else I'm a loner, I'm a loser And I don't want to be anything else Do you feel the same thing? Do you feel the same thing? I don't want to be like you I don't want to be like you I don't want to be anything else I don't want to be like you I don't want to be like you I don't want to be anything else I'm a failure, I'm a disaster And I don't want to be anything else