Spank

歌詞

I don't remember the first time But I think I'll survive Probably better not to try to recall Cause it feeds it, yeah, keeps it alive There are specific things That I have to do Day to day just to keep it at bay You wouldn't believe if you knew ([TOM:] Oh no, this isn't real [x2]) Here's a little secret Here's the best part This is going to take me Right back to the start If I can hear it If it's out of mind Wait until it settles Come try it a second time I don't remember the first time, But I think I'll survive Probably better not to try to recall Cause it feeds it, yeah, keeps it alive ([TOM:] Oh no, this isn't real) ([ALISSA:] Yeah) Here's a little secret Here's the best part This is going to take me Right back to the start If I can hear it If it's out of mind Wait until it settles Come try it a second time I can feel it loom Up into my head It is in the room Panic in my head I feel it coming on Taking over view Oh please not tonight There's nothing I can do This is bigger than me This is in my fear This is pitiful I just disappear Swears are falling from me Swallowed up inside Sell my senses if it Would make this subside I can barely handle I can hypothesise Sailing through the curtains Up into the sky Where there is no Depth perception Keep preoccupied Self deception Nobody recognizes It doesn't have a name My brother is infected He's acting just the same Screaming like a siren Up and down the hall He just wants to stop it He wants to end it all I am just a child I am nothing more Than the basic functions I am running from I curl up and wallow My distortion Everything is Disproportioned Sadly they don't break All is back again Everything is closer Morning is the same And I can hear it It is raining mind I will just forget this 'til the next time