Every thought that I repent There's another chip you haven't spent And you're cashing them all in Where do we begin To get clean again Can we get clean again I walk home alone with you And the mood you're born into Sometimes you let me in And I take it on the chin I can't get clean again I want to know Can we get clean again The God of Wine comes crashing Through the headlights of a car That took you farther than you thought You'd ever want to go We can't get back again We can't get back again She takes a drink and then she waits The alcohol it permeates And soon the cells give way And cancels out the day I can't keep it all together I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know I can't keep it all together And the siren song that is your madness Holds a truth I can't erase All alone on your face Every glamorous sunrise Throws the planets out of line A star sign out of whack A fraudulent zodiac And the God of Wine is crouched down in my room You let me down, I said it Now I'm going down And you're not even around And I said no, no, no, no... I can't keep it all together And I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know I can't keep it all together And there's a memory of a window Looking through I see you Searching for something I could never give you And there's someone who Understands you more than I do A sadness I can't erase All alone on your face