I'm used to wake up soaked in sweat in the middle of the night with none in there to look after me i didn't even mind i pulled the sheets twisted in pain hopeless, crying alone and picked my jeans up, suited to hide my rotten skin and bones drag in the mud , now i drag in the mud spotting the dealer for the usual scam i pawn my values, i borrow from buddies to all who care, give worries but i can't care, damn all that into this mess, i'm trapped i grab my fix and get my gear i run in for a spot and desperately, to ease the pain i end my life in vain