Dream

歌詞

“What am I even living for” The morning I realized what I wanted most was only a dream Despair soaked through my whole body Universal and Disney are ruined for me Just days ago, we were laughing in the "Magic Kingdom" I wish Billie Eilish would just whisper "Duh" to me It’s the dream I crave the most It’s the dream that kills me the most No matter how tough I act No matter how hard I try to forget It’s all burned into my mind and won’t let go Your charm, sexiness, smile, voice, and that Valentina perfume Everything drags me down to the bottom of sorrow I bet I never cross your mind anymore We’re not even mutuals on Apple Music or Pinterest now Blocked from your finsta, blocked on LINE too "Maybe on Gmail?" I still find myself hoping Just a loyal fool, it’s so pathetic Still haunted by the "Ghost", with my brown eyes full of "Tears" Now, I just hate Justin Bieber and Sabrina Carpenter It’s my first time being abandoned by "family" You know they say “the opposite of love is indifference” Just like you for now It's the dream I crave the most It's the dream that kills me the most No matter how much I cry How many F-bombs I drop It’s burned into my mind and won’t let go Your grace, kindness, no one even comes close That Western vibe, so social, effortlessly elite Will I ever find an Asian girl who can outshine you? In a temporary paradise, I said to you "You know what? I had the worst nightmare I thought about ending it all, so many many times You left me behind. It was such a long, painful nightmare…” The iPhone alarm goes off My pillow is soaked