I heard a beacon calling from out west Make sure you're decent, unexpected guest I peel back the blinds and check out to the field They falling over like rolls in the hill And I'm just seeing photos I'm seeing something like a heatwave in the back Heard you like colors that I ain't controlled in my brain yet It's so interesting when you try to memorize Words just comin' out your mouth You can't erase your mind every time If it was that easy, wouldn't everybody do it? It's a pain, I know So I'll try again, try again It's like you don't want nothing, it's like you—, uh It's like you can't even ask me for anything anymore It's like, I could read it out just like it's scripted or scheduled out for me I don't know what you're saying anymore I see the walls caving in And I see them colors flying from left and right Hundred rack, hundred five, I'ma run a mile I'ma show 'em fair, I'ma show 'em how I want you there It's obvious you're not Somehow, somewhere It's obvious you are You can't erase your mind every time If it was that easy, wouldn't everybody do it? It's a pain, I know So I'll try again, try again It's just for me (Hahaha) it's just for me It's just for me (What?) it's just for me It's just for me (What? Um, hahaha) it's just for me (Clinging on the fake money to the skin) It's just for me (What?) it's just for me It's just for me, it's just for me (It's not night) It's just for me, it's just for me It's just for me, it's just for me (What? Um) It's just for me (Hahaha) it's just for me (What?) I want you there (It's just for me) It's obvious you're not (It's just for me) Somehow, somewhere (It's just for me) It's obvious you are (It's just for me, it's just for me) You can't erase your mind every time If it was that easy, wouldn't everybody do it? It's a pain, I know So I'll try again, try again, for me