I told myself I shouldn't care Care about what I do different Yeah, I could improve if I could just Find the motivation but get stuck 60-minute session blocks - Saying that I'm changing when I'm not But I always mean well I really do! Only have to justify the truth that I tell I'll never change I am the way I fluctuate Never the same Call it the way I cope With how and where I go I'm still a liar. I still deceive. The one I do it most, though, with is me I quit the dark shit years ago But I'm still addicted to the same ways I know I'll never change I am the way I fluctuate Never the same Call it the way I cope With how and where I go Countless hours spent in repetition Weighing the pros and cons of my decisions Countless hours spent on doing only what I want My heart I'll never change But I accept my indecision I'll never change I am the way I fluctuate Never the same Call it the way I cope With how and where I go Can't sit still and never ever want to have to...