Spent a long time on the road going nowhere Time of my life but it felt like a nightmare Wondering who am I? Who am I? Couldn't even recognise my own eyes, yeah Hard to find the truth when you know that it ain't there See, they're talking about me, chasing dreams and I caught 'em And everything that I wanted I had to let go I've had so many questions and I've had so many lessons But I just counted the blessings, I wouldn't change it, no I can finally say For the first time in my life I'm not afraid to die, no, no, 'cause I've lived Lived, lived For the first time in my life I'm not afraid to die, no, no, 'cause I've lived Lived, lived I can finally say Had to walk away from a game that I couldn't win 27 Club, no, it ain't what I'm chasing Looking for another high, a better high And another state of mind, and sunlight, yeah I don't wanna go but I ain't scared See, they're talking about me, chasing dreams and I caught 'em And everything that I wanted I had to let go I've had so many questions and I've had so many lessons But I just counted the blessings, I wouldn't change it, no I can finally say For the first time in my life I'm not afraid to die, no, no, 'cause I've lived Lived, lived For the first time in my life I'm not afraid to die, no, no, 'cause I've lived Lived, lived I can finally say