At the end of the day

歌詞

At the end of the day I'm losing… I tried to build up a legacy, so no one's forgetting me I wasted my energy, now no one has empathy I've been at it since 17, it cost me my family We could never live happily, I was lost in my apathy Looking back where it started at, for years working hard as I can Stress on my cardiac - the cause for my heart attack No investment in family, I'm left with insanity Fake friends have abandoned me, time to pay for my vanity Fuck this hospital bed, I'm better of dropping dead Dump a whole lot of meds… I've dug a hole of regret now Now tell my kids “live their dreams”… Cause they aren't talking to me; Doctor please, can you make a call to Terrace? Fall on my knees... I wish I could talk to the old me… Go back and say to the old me… At the end of the day, I'm losing All I ever wanted's right here, right now At the end of the day, I'm losing All I ever wanted's right here, right now Gave my kids everything, it was not to their benefit They needed my presents, now they're seeing a therapist I showed no affection to the daughter I love I never gave up a second to kick a ball with my son Gotta get out of this bed and rip off these plugs I'm better off dead, let them fight over my funds… Cause when it's all said and done I just wish I could breathe, smoke in my lungs They can't fix my disease, fall on my knees… I wish I could talk to the old me… Go back and say to the old me… At the end of the day, I'm losing All I ever wanted's right here, right now At the end of the day, I'm losing All I ever wanted's right here, right now And all I ever wanted was to build up a legacy… There's poison in my memories now And all I ever wanted was to build up a legacy… There's poison in my memories now And all I ever wanted was to build up a legacy… At the end of the day, I'm losing All I ever wanted's right here, right now At the end of the day, I'm losing All I ever wanted's right here, right now At the end of the day… And all I ever wanted was to build up a legacy… Its poison in my memories now At the end of the day… And all I ever wanted was to build up a legacy… Its poison in my memories now And all I ever wanted was to build up a legacy…