Oh, the world is hard to understand It's better to forget now Why was I left all alone To fight the darkness that surrounds me? Clouds in the upstairs Clouds in the memory I'm a headline, nonexistent person I'm a shell with no name I am no one, family doesn't want me No one comes to claim me, claim me With scars on my forehead Scars on my memory I've got scars on my poor hands Scars all over me I know, I know, I know who I am I know, I think I should know I think I should know who I am I remember me I remember me I remember me Because I am the daughter of a soldier You won't see me crying "Malenkaya," that's what Papa called me So I always will be, will be With clouds in the upstairs Clouds in the memory I've got clouds in the upstairs Clouds in the memory I've got clouds in the upstairs But I still remember I remember me, I remember me I remember me in the back of my head In the middle of the night In the back of my head In the back of my head In the back of my head In the back of my head