Bad Dreams

歌詞

I thought it was raining, but it's only the AC running in courtyard. I wasn't complaining, I only raise an eyebrow when I'm feeling shot down. Or I... Take a stick to me, kick me till I fall, swollen under my skin, I am far...far...far...far... On the playground I am the only one at recess lying on the asphalt. My mother would die if she knew I did this to myself. Don't tell her Don't tell her, I'm alright, she knows I'm her smartest child. I'm down again, my foot is on my head I black, I black, I blue and I red. I'm down, and she won't let you touch her, anyone could see she's gone inside. She won't let you love her, nobody could make her open wide enough, wide enough, wide enough. I search for my place, and climbing out of bed, I make a little too much noise. When I walk alone, It's easy to pretend I never had a problem. And I try to rest, but all I get is bad dreams, bad dreams, bad dreams, kick me till I fall. When I wake alone, It's easy to forget I ever had a problem.