All by myself, writing another page A list of deep thoughts to deal with what was unfair But I can't believe I'm sober And the pain is flowing through Knowin' that within my soul a regret digs The deepest hole Over and over, still sober Bearing the sacrifice, unholy paradise That's why I will surrender I shouldn't have trust the lie It's sad I have tried What am I gonna do? Just another quick addiction Is not what I wanted You will understand I'll learn how to heal myself A cut needs to mend Erase, destroy and repent? And I can't help but take cover From the storm we are sailing through Drowning in a sea of regrets Falling in lake of fire Lie's over. I've been there I can trust myself, I have paid my amend Can you live with the remembrance? I can trust myself, me and no one else Will you fear the consequences? No you won't What are you gonna do? Bearing the sacrifice, unholy paradise It will be the reason why I shouldn't have trust the lie It burns like a fire What am I gonna do