I lost and i fell Not too many benefits in that I'm outta my mind For a quarter of the time Said, I'm up and I'm down Theres a word for that sit back and she told me to write it down But i didn't know til now Foldblinded eyes so how Leave me alone for a while Leave me alone Please silly I'm sticking my hand in my pocket Suddenly I'm right back where i started Bent to the will of my mind I can't control this sometimes Shes just a piece of the pie So many others inside Still speeding up to a lie To fizzle in the prime for the fight Im, used to back and the forth Its par for the course And I'm too exhausted Im cautious All of the time I built up a wall Stacked it too tall You kick it aside We never last too long… So i was headed for the fall We never last too long So i was headed for the fall It Never last too long So i was headed for the fall It doesn't last…