Talk but I feel like I'm missing it There's not a pill for the dizziness Sold me your happy and after Think it's the least I could ask for Lost in a dream with my sleepy eyes Hope is a devil that's in disguise Trading the light and the wonder I gotta leave California Bless my heart and hope to die I've been here once, I've been here twice Six "Hail Mary"s Sweet like berries I'm not really sure you're ready When, when I think of us Stuck to the walls of a cage Trading in my gentle for power and rage When, when I think of us All of the pain that I've seen I just want a minute to scream "I'm not a machine" Scared of the times that I'm living in Can't run away my adrenaline How I would kill for a "Thank you" No one says "Thank you" in California Bless my heart and all I give Tie my shoes and then I trip Six "Hail Mary's Sweet like berries I'm not really sure I'm ready Oh, when I think of us Stuck to the walls of a cage Trading in my gentle for power and rage Oh, when I think of us All of the pain that I've seen I just want a minute to scream "I'm not a machine" Love me, hate me Bite my body 'til I'm bleeding Suck the air out of my lungs But I'm still breathing Oh my God, my heart's still beating More than metal parts and pieces Ah, when I think of us All of the pain that I've seen I just want a minute to scream "I'm not a machine"