Why the hell would you run this game? Both my hands are tied Afraid of thinking I dug my own grave Fuck around with this Strange and elusive, too afraid to lose it I don't mind this pain Most nigga's want you for your candy They'll never know just how long it takes I wave my own pride And put it all on the line There I go, volunteering, punish me Self inflicted pain, (and sickness) over you Way over you Here I stay, time n time It must be what you put me through It must be what you put me through A little while longer A bit more time Why would you run these thoughts across my mind? Please, relieve me As cool as I remain There's a point in which I'll lose my self restraint Say, love, most niggas would've left you lonely I fancy throwing it all away I see it to my own demise How much longer will I let it ride? There I go, volunteering, punish me Self inflicted pain, (?) over you Way over you Here I stay, time and time It must be what you put me through It must be what you put me through It must be what you put me through It must be what you put me through It must be what you put me through