If you could only keep me alive I swear that somehow we could find this Way to change my life And help me sing this Because the rain, it hit this town And washed away half of my faith, but now I'm ready to feel What i've been feeling And then the sun, it hit my face And made me think of all the things that made me pray Like when I stood up all this cocaine hit my heart Then all the sudden I'm in love Oh God, it's almost summer I hope addiction took my heart because I'm Looking for a hook that could just Hold me back from tearing out these speakers It's not the sound that drowns me out But all this doubt that broke me down You were my friend, but now I'm taking you to hell If you could hold my hand You could feel what I've been feeling I wrote this song for you It's not the reasons that I left It's just the ones that kept me hanging onto you So hold me down to Writing letters Like the song said I'm so much better When I'm gone You could take your time Because i'm living off this antidote If you could hold my hand You could feel what I was feeling When I wrote this song I wrote this song for you (If you could only keep me from letting this go If you could only keep me from singing this sound) But my pride, it killed this town And remember what you said, but i'm still proud And you could feel what I've been feeling