I don't wanna believe that it's over I don't wanna believe that it's over you might see me smilin but inside I'm dying too proud to let it show I ain't the one you wont see me crying but it's hard to let it go all my time on the tour bus wasn't good for us and then you throw it all started gettin around with a few choice chicks but we had something special plus the sex was sick do you remember from the bed to the wall on the floor by the fireplace on the truck couldn't wait so we got off on the garden state somehow we must of got all turned around on last freeway now I can't find my way home to you oh girl still I get love in the hood still acting like my life is all good still putting up a false when I lost you I lost my winning ticket to love still everytime I raise my glass I try to drink away my past to the world I might appear to be the life of the party but they don't see me I never thought I'd be the one missing oh I can't take this emptyness and I can't keep going on like this and I can't keep pretending that this don't hurt like a mother babe I know that it's crazy for me to come over I had to see you I know I gotta to change girl I'll do that quick you need to take me back cause the sex was sick do you remember from the bed to the wall on the floor by the fireplace on the truck couldn't wait so we got off on the garden state somehow we must of got all turned around on last freeway now I can't find my way home to you oh girl still I get love in the hood still acting like my life is all good still putting up a false when I lost you I lost my winning ticket to love still everytime I raise my glass I try to drink away my past to the world I might appear to be the life of the party but they don't see me remember when we used to ride the bus girl how we came up fine korean chicks and all that I'd give it up just to have you back cause moneys only paper girl and this house don't feel like home when I'm alone whenever you see me baby remember still I get love in the hood still acting like my life is all good still putting up a false when I lost you I lost my winning ticket to love still everytime I raise my glass I try to drink away my past to the world I might appear to be the life of the party but they don't see me yall don't see you only see what you see on the TV this is my reality girl you'll get to know me everytime I raise my glass I try to drink away my past to the world I might appear to be the life of the party but they don't see me