Do you remember the way You used to tell me it's okay Cause I can't remember Those days Those days Overthinking the past Where'd it slip away Safe to say that the new me's here to stay Can I catch the way the sickness came Stole my pain Novocaine yeah I succumb It keeps me numb It's not alright It's not alright It's not okay Trying to feel like I'm alive How many times have I survived But I won't change Trying to feel like I'm alive But you know You know I know you couldn't change me anyway And I can't find the words to say I'm a helpless mess How can I stress A symptom slips right through my veins Catch the way the sickness came Stole my pain Novocaine yeah I succumb It keeps me numb I'm not okay Trying to feel like I'm alive How many times have I survived But I won't change Trying to feel like I'm alive But you know You know I know you couldn't change me anyway If you still want to sing Fill in the blanks we need, you can do it through me while you're gone In time the price of peace will cost us everything But all the love you leave carries on So you can sing while you're away Tell me the words you want to say Give them to me and I'll relay But know it just won't be the same Trying to feel like I'm alive How many times have I survived But I won't change Trying to feel like I'm alive But you know You know I know you couldn't change me anyway But you know You know I know you couldn't change me anyway