I'm trying so hard Hoping you might Come out girl And meet me very soon Not calling you up Makes it easy just to stay Cause I have no guts I am a teenager Coughing out my lungs Waiting summer And fall in my sprawl And you to be my girl So girl if you want me here I am fast by your side I am yours if you might Let me be But if you don't want me here I'll be trying just to hide Be your virgin suicide Till I'm yours again And forever will be I'm trying so hard Turning my head Wanna go out and Up in my own bed I don't really seem to need So much more However it fills My heart out with longing after yourself I'm turning my head Wanted to step out again So I'll meet you there So girl if you want me here I am fast by your side I am yours if you might Let me be But if you don't want me here I'll be trying just to hide Be your virgin suicide Till I'm yours again And forever will be I'm falling, falling, falling Again So girl if you want me here I am fast by your side I am yours if you might Let me be But if you don't want me here I'll be trying just to hide Be your virgin suicide Till I'm yours again