I am waking in this state and I don't know where I am I can feel the things we've said and an essence of regret With my inhibitions gone My confusion leads the way There are scenes that I delete There is something in the way I am waking in this state and I don't know who I am An excessive shift in fate Changes everything I've said I don't know who you are and I don't hear what you say There are scenes that I delete There is something in the way God, I never wanted you and I never wanted this I am so into myself I am sickened by this shit I can breathe between the lines I can calculate the days The more I reconstruct There is something in the way And it kills me when I'm here and you're in a state of need You are lapsing underneath and the tone is deafening God, I never wanted this I instinctually repel Are you damaged, are you broke? Are you so into yourself? Never wanted you Never wanted this So into myself Sickened by this shit