I had a premonition Sitting drinking in the kitchen Singing away, away, away, away oh Yeah I'm torn between decisions And is anybody listening when I say I'm smiling on the surface 'Cause I'm way too proud Accidentally, on purpose I'm throwing it down I'm deep diving Drowning in my feels tonight (tonight, tonight) Tomorrow, I'll be fighting Trouble in the back of my mind (my mind) I paper over cracks all the time It's not going to save me I don't know why I've got to feel like I'm deep diving Drowning in my feels tonight (tonight, tonight) Light up Fighting fires I'm a smoking barrel In the little hours Away, away, away, oh here we go again I wanna shut the curtains I'm feeling so uncertain now Accidentally, on purpose I throw in the towel I'm deep diving Drowning in my feels tonight (tonight, tonight) Tomorrow, I'll be fighting Trouble in the back of my mind (my mind) I paper over cracks all the time It's not going to save me I don't know why I've got to feel like I'm deep diving Drowning in my feels tonight Tonight, tonight Tonight, tonight Tonight, tonight Tonight, tonight