I'm just trying to know What I wanna die surrounded by Of all the books I'm halfway through I could build a staircase up to you Half a memory Is tugging at me Abigail, I want you to be Alive with me Can't believe who I used to be What did I see in you or you in me? It's good sometimes to cut her slack That version of myself I don't want back If I die right now, I need you to see Abigail, I want you to be alive with me Abigail, I want you to be alive with me