I look great on the surface, but I'm not doin' well (Not doin' well) Get to where I'm goin, I put myself through hell Not the happiest person, but nobody could tell 'Cause I never cry for help, I'd rather cry by myself (Yeah) Can't let what someone say about me make me down (Woah-oh) Thought I did this shit correctly, but still they don't respect me I wonder why they hate me now (Hate me now) Why don't they accept me? They just keep on rejectin' me and It startin' to break me down When my problems get the best of me, forget about my blessings I don't care if they take me now (Yeah) I ain't scared to die, I'm scared to live too long Don't wanna find out which friend gon' stab me in my back Don't wanna find out who my ex with when she moves on Don't wanna find out when I'm workin', I'm tryna relax I don't wanna know when I'm fallin' off I don't wanna know who not gon' take my calls I know I'll only be around for so long (So long) But when they count me out, who can I count on? (Me) I got me, I got me (I can count on me) I can count on me, I can count on me I got me, I got me (I can count on me) I can count on me, I can count on me