I wore all black today Sunglasses on my face I tried to hide the pain I apologized to your family Laid the flowers on your grave as I walked away I see you in my dreams at least a few times a week And I still laugh and reminisce about all the memories we've made Some of the best times of my life were all thanks to you, all thanks to you A true friend that I wasn't ready to lose Today is your birthday And there's nothing left to celebrate Almost a whole year Since you passed away And I, I hope you're looking out for me I see you in my dreams at least a few times a week And I still laugh and reminisce about all the memories we've made Some of the best times of my life were all thanks to you, all thanks to you A true friend that I wasn't ready to lose (I wasn't ready) And on that night, you fell asleep just a little too soon They found you in your car, right outside your motel room And this time, it just was too much... (It was just a little too much abuse) I see you in my dreams at least a few times a week And I still laugh and reminisce about all the memories we've made Some of the best times of my life were all thanks to you, all thanks to you A true friend that I wasn't ready to lose