Never imagined that My cozy dark room will be taken away like this Never imagined that My sister would set me free like this I see her name carved gracefully on the cold stone I see her courage praised ornately But all I remembered was that She was a ruler of my mind She was a ruler of my mind All her restrictions that I followed even after she left Weren’t the worst part It was her diary that showed Her life going by as if I wasn’t there The only person who knew the reason has already left the scene Now I feel like I’m finally in it so how do I deal with it I just realized all my life I never learned to cry I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart I just realized all my life I never learned to cry I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart I will never understand what they think This is my first ever move And I just wanna break everything Since I read her words “You are free” what does that even mean? My afterlife has begun The only person who knew the reason has already left the scene Now I feel like I’m finally in it so how do I deal with it I just realized all my life I never learned to cry I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart I just realized all my life I never learned to cry I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart