I've been too silent Here waiting for something new I've changed my way of living No more giving, I gave it all I kept my faith and dreaming No complaining, here I am So many colors changing The most are fading into grey My life's like a broken TV Colors, stripes and nothing to see This everlasting mind disease It ain't no good for me The deepest toil and inner pain A useless agony Now times are changing Consuming a reaction Many days of bleeding You treated me like a stepping stone Emptiness and daydreaming Still believing in a chance Too many colors changing Feeling dizzy, I see black This everlasting mind disease It ain't no good for me The deepest toil and inner pain A useless agony My life's like a broken TV Colors, stripes and nothing to see This everlasting mind disease It ain't no good for me The deepest toil and inner pain A useless agony