Been scared and lonely I've asked myself Is something wrong with you My girlfriend told me I need some time alone to deal with issues But something makes me carry on It's difficult to understand What I always wanna find I do it for the drugs I do it just to feel alive I do it for the love That I get from the bottom Of a bottle You always call me And ask me how I make it throught the day I'm always fallin I guess it's just god's way of Making me pay But something makes me carry on It's difficult to understand What I always wanna find I do it for the drugs I do it just to feel alive I do it for the love That I get from the bottom Of a bottle I do it for the drugs I do it just to feel alive I do it for the love That I get from the bottom Of a bottle And I I wonder why I try And I I wonder why I bother And I I wonder why I cry Why I I go through all this trouble I do it for the drugs I do it just to feel alive I do it for the love That I get from the bottom Of a bottle I do it for the drugs I do it just to feel alive I do it for the love That I get from the bottom Of a bottle