I’m trying to find my words to explain what this decade left for us First cigarette lets nicotine soak in my body You’re lying on a stranger’s bed While I’m crying on our bed It makes me feel better off dead I gave you all my love ,all my soul This is what you wanted Make me feel alive , it doesn’t enough Something is broken in our heart You’ve made your bed so sleep in it Sleep with him I’m trying to write my song to make this sorrow disappear but I can’t None of your love, of your touch drive me crazy Cuz’ you’re lying on a stranger’s bed While I’m crying on our bed It makes me feel better off dead I gave you all my love ,all my soul This is what you wanted Make me feel alive , it doesn’t enough Something is broken in our heart You’ve made your bed so sleep in it Sleep with him Living in no essence does make no sense This is your happiness Just wanted to be your bandaid But I’m hurting your feeling Is this my paranoia Feeling I’m loser Putting my hands and saying hallelujah Six feet under I’m still here All these days prove to me that I’m fucked up Is this my paranoia Feeling I’m loser Putting my hands and saying hallelujah Six feet under I’m still here All these days prove to me that I’m fucked up Those memories are fading away (From the shape of this love) (Can’t never let this go) We can’t go back where we used to be (Can’t never let this go, But I need to let it go)