I'm a monster Just look the other way You should be afraid of everyone It's all a masquerade I'm feeling nothing So I'll take an early grave You think you're brave enough to be the one When you can't bring yourself to say my name? Sometimes I try to push away the anguish That's haunting from my youth Sometimes I wish I'd never learned your language 'Cause now I hear the truth Now I hear the truth I'll keep on dancing I'm just shaking off the rage But if I make it through the other side I wonder what on earth you're gonna say? Sometimes I try to push away the anguish That's haunting from my youth Sometimes I wish I'd never learned your language 'Cause now I hear the truth 'Cause now I hear the truth The truth doesn't matter Of all that I knew They just let me go harder Forgive me for the harm I've done In thought, in word, to anyone Find myself out of my head I'd go through hell to keep you safe God knows I would But I don't need anyone keeping score In the end I think you should 'Cause I'd love you anyway
