How'd You Have Me

歌詞

I've saved up enough courage And I'll spend it now All for what? I ask myself No, it doesn't feel that an answer matters Oh, I thought I needed you to give me strength ... things I hoped you'd say But as you stay quiet I just wonder Only one thing left I wished I knew How did you have me and I only got you? If it's all bad timing If there's no control I'm going to do everything Going to do anything I want From now on Alone with you, you'd change your voice You change your face Scared to say what's wrong But you kept going on Yeah, we kept going on Like two adult children engaged in separate play You can run down all those days to me Run through the whole year but why? There's only one thing left I wished I knew How did you have me and I only got you? If it's all bad timing If there's no control I'm going to do everything Going to do anything I want From now on No one else would be as patient Or at least, Be so forgiving I'm not curious at all where your heart was You can talk and I might listen Hey! For once you showed up ... present I'm done living powered by this hurt