Holy shit What a relief I pulled myself apart - couldn't breathe - tore my hair - bit my skin I thought of all the dark - all the ash - all the blood - all the grief I told myself look up - told myself look up and believe And now this peace - like a blanket - enveloping me. And holy shit What a relief The worst has come And turned to leave And holy shit What a relief! All that weight falling from me And all that breath finally free