In my life that rushes through like a storm I threw my future away in a gutter Am I the weakest one on this earth? Am I the worst one in this world? Half of my body is made by hatred and poison and sin Crescent oozed in tears when I shouted I hate people and even the sun There are roads that cross and many to choose So many regrets keep on piling on me Only excuses break through my mouth and my heart away Even the tears that I have shed in sorrow Has left behind by the speed ooime lhal we live I'm a loser just keep blaming on I'm only a loser just spitting out I'm sorry I am the worst man alive I'm sorry I'm weakest man that alive But I'm still standing here I still have to crawl forward I'm sorry for being such a mess I'm sorry for being a failure The sun I see from the shadow shining so bright Shining so bright that blinds my eyes There are roads that cross and many to choose So many regrets keep on piling on me Only excuses break through my mouth and my heart away Even the tears that I have shed in sorrow Has left behind by the speed ooime lhal we live I'm a loser just keep blaming on I'm only a loser just spitting out to the ground I'm sorry I am the worst man alive I'm sorry I'm weakest man that alive But I'm still standing here I still have to crawl forward I'm sorry for being such a mess I'm sorry for being a failure The sun I see from the shadow shining so bright Shining so bright that blinds my eyes I'm hiding in the shadow