I turned my back just once For once i didn't care My heart was never there till the knife cut through And now i lie so still No one detects a sound But screams within my head are louder now it's true The blood is on my hands But i can't understand Why the color seems to fade I sought forgiveness once Discressions in my youth Led to apologies of love abused And now i'm back again Like countless times before Torn apart i pray my life can still be used The devil twists my arm to stab my own back