I aint no queen of hearts, I go through stages I fall in love then complicate it yea, you know the feeling without much hope just blind ambission pretending that theres nothing missing i always kept believing that more, i thought if i had more i wouldnt get so bored but everything just left me empty love walking in and out of my door wasnt good enough no more when i dont trust myself, life really sucks and first time i thought it but i didnt do it last time thats when i really blew it so this time im gonna do it different cuz i know i know i know if i put everything i have into it eventually, im gonna get whats good for me im just trying to be creative but everyone's so opinionated they wanna tell me what im feeling cuz one mans junks anothers treasure when its done its hard to measure or keep from believing that more if only i had more i wouldnt get so bored but i know its gonna leave me empty life walking in and out of my door wasnt good enough no more well i dont trust myself